Rebel.
To me life without a faith in God is meaningless and lacks any reason or purpose. For every thing is a waste of time. But that does not mean i am an angel or that i have not been a rebel. I was made to go to church as a child every sunday and went to a church school and when i was fifteen years old i ruled that iwould not go to church anymore and every one in my class followed me.
I rebelled ,looked for good times, i danced the night away, went to all night partys, but i felt fed up with it all very quick. Then i met an old friend who had stayed in the church and she asked me to come back and go to confirmation classes, what the hell i thought ive nothing better to do. I was finally confirmed, i do not think i took it very seriously to be honist. I got a tug on me every time i tried to rebel some thing would not let me anymore i felt controlled by some thing that was changing me yes for the better ,but i still wanted to rebel like all young people and i being strong willed wanted my own way then i realized i was just hurting myself.
