Here we go again

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   Every one who as reached at least middle age will have noticed the changes that have taken place over the years,how the world as become more unsafe,how there is much more violence,how familys are falling apart every where,seperated,at logger heads. 

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   0utside of a few friends it is hard to know who we can trust more so now than ever before. There was less to gain thirty years ago than there is today. At some point we have to trust some one, we have to take that risk with some one we do not really know.

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       People who are persecuted are many in this world and they all deserve sympathy and any help any one can give. There are the severely disabled helpless to help themselves relying on some one who may be reluctant  to help them.  There are children not wanted, banded about here and there longing for some one to love them.  There are old people dumped in an old peoples home and forgotten. There are teenagers wanting to be good kind human beings bullied every day and wondering why the bad ones get all the rewards. 

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     Jesus said that the Christian faith would be preached to the world before the end. Very few small remote parts of the world now are untouched by his message but not for long. That is a sure sign the world is to end some time in the near future.

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 You must be born again.   What does that mean? it means you must be baptised as an adult full emersion,done by an ordained church minister, and give publically  a confession of your faith in Jesus Christ as your saviour to a congregation of the church. 

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    Victims often feel alone with what is happening to them with the knowledge that the crimal is living the good life and getting every thing he wants and as more rights than the law abiding citizen. This can not be blamed on god,he gave us a choice and the law of the land as made it that the criminal be protected and looked after and be the winner if you like. Do not think that those who made that law will get of scot free they will not, one day they will answer for it as much as the criminal himself will. So while you suffer for what as been done to you unfairly remember that.

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  0ne who had faith unequel to any one else was Abraham god told him to take his only son to the alter as a sacrifice to him and after much upset that was what Abraham did. God gave Abraham his son back and blessed his seed for all generations to come. You may think Abraham should have said no to god but Abraham was wise he knew that god could take his son if he wished and there was no point in fighting god.  Noah too showed a huge amount of faith building an ark as god had told him on dry land, people laughed but it was Noah and his family who were saved when the flood came.

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     It is so easy to say leave your troubles with the Lord but some times it is far from easy. The devil will put up a fight to stop you from letting go. Last night i did not find it so easy to stop asking myself questions there were know answers to, i lay awake hours asking,why me?

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   We have to accept that there are some strange people in this world with strange ideas. Where there is violence,cruelty,war are people who want nothing else but to get on with there lives,men who just want to work for the love of there families,women who just want to love there families and care for them. So among all the shit roses grow,thank god for that.

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      Yesterday i met with a very unpleasant person from the past in a very unexpected place. I had reason to be fearful more  for my daughter than myself and i went to bed afraid, then i thought pray about it so i did, and i fell asleep and slept quite well knowing he would take care of things. A bit like a child depending on her good father.

  The person i refer to is evil out and out cold blooded, and this is a woman, i believe she as been to jail for the murder of her x husband. She is very cold a person and for some reason keeps turning up places i go and stareing me out and my daughter. At first i thought it was just a coincident but this is the third time she as turned up at the same place and watched us.

  Yesterday i stood and stared back into her eyes and she stood stared back unflinching with the attitude of ,"I thought i told you not to breath so what are you doing here". So at that i burst into laughter and she turned then and walked away.  I just can not believe the cheek of this brass necked woman. If she was normol i would not be so afraid but i do not think she is, if she was normol she would know that she as no reason to stalk me and my daughter but she does. It would be pointless to ask her what she wants she eaither would not answer me or she would say some thing i do not want to hear.

   My daughter picked me up and we went shopping together as we do every week just sort of window shopping or bargain shopping. She is so Kylie Minogue every where we go people stare,she as Kylies tiny frame and figure and without any effort atall she just looks so like her and as Kylies smilling friendly personality. Who would think that she had two grown up sons, one is sixteen and the other eleven,but you would never guess if you saw her. She as the sort of looks that you could throw a sack over her and she would still look great. She is marriad to a guy she met at just fifteen years of age and he worships her. 

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     Every day some thing tests us merely as human beings,how we deal with things matters. When some one murders some one else no one thinks of the person who did it and what they might have been through, i do not speak of murder for the sake of it out of pure evil ,i speak of when people are under pressure and get no help like an elderly guy who killed his own mother, at a guess i would say the poor guy who was her full time carer and in his sixtys was stretched physically and mentally until some thing snapped inside him.

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        This morning after several cups of tea i started to get ready to go out when the door bell rang. My little dog barked like mad making me jump as usual it is so quiet here i only have the birds and trees for company,not that i mind.

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    It as dropped so dark now that it is impossible to see anything outside atall it will stay like this now until about 9.0am.

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   It went very dark here about 1.30 am. just about the time i was going to take a ride out in my car. The silence and stillness was unerving,i waited to see if we would get a downpour again but it did not come so i got my coat on and made for the door.

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Teach me thy way, O LORD, and lead me in a plain path. Ps.27:11

Tuesday 22,January,2008.

  It was near impossible to walk on the fields today the wind howelled and the grass squelched under foot, my little dog took control and led me onto safer ground looking up at me as though to say its much too wet and windy there. It is so unlike him to turn back he does love his walk in the fields, but no sooner we got back in the car it absolutely bucketed down, it even thundered which is unbelivable for this time of year, and it was so dark.

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    I had unconsciously decided that i could face no more tremor in my life therefore i did not want to know about my family and it seemed they did not want to know about me.

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